Damn me!

Damn me for always wanting what I can´t have, for being at the wrong place at the wrong time and for searching for who will never come!

It´s easy to love, to see who apparently does not see me back. It´s easy to sit here waiting, wanting and believing that you´ll end up coming, but I will eventually know that it´s not for me, not yet, not now, not you...

Damn me for not getting tired of trying, why can´t I just give it up, look the other way, accept my inability to bring you here? I want to keep on dreaming, but God knows how hard it´s getting and that I am almost losing it, losing me.

Damn me!